"Lack"

            You have no life.  You live in doubt of satisfaction, desire, faith and humility.  You disbelieve others in contempt and wish opinions to be silenced.  You take what thoughts occupy the mind and twist all to only be wide of the mark by you.  In regards to life you have no standards, not and ounce of pride to call your own.  A place or person to lose stress and sorrow is what you seek.  In the beginning you thought that being normal was only to accept the wishes of others and not your own.  You are selfish.  In hate you find happiness while in depression you find that self-gratification you have longed for.  You request pity on your own terms and refuse help with an arrogant nod of the head.  You wish to be left alone in hopes of drawing more attention to your own deceit and evil doings.  You want to get caught.  Caught by your own mind and trickery, you seek consolation, passing all action as intelligence.  You are not as smart as you think you are.

            You make mistakes.  Purposeful or not, you grasp hold of others opinions only to disregard them as yesterday’s dreams.  You have not a future of life in this world only you created.  Bound by your own laws, government, and wisdom, you fail.  Repeatedly you understand the objectives and goals set before but never take hold of prosperous decisions.  Destiny holds your hand as choosing the wrong path in life consumes your end.  You are the only menace to one’s self-esteem and tolerance.  You eat away at all will and faith in lewd criticism.  It is yourself you are killing, not me.

            You die alone in all shadow of mind and create life as unknowing individuals are stretching the line of dependency as far as one would let.  You manipulate others reaching a natural high of accomplishment and a sense of achievement.  You are nothing.  You remain to be inactive as life and love pass by screaming your name.  You never follow.  You are no leader.  You are no one.

            You love all that is accurate in your own mind.  You take to receive.  You lie in blind faith to your own God in fearful hopes to see what you believe in.  You murder.  You steal.  You have not an ounce of compassion for the dying man or woman that lay upon your doorstep.  You will never help the weak.  You wish death upon all that disobey your orders and laws of life.  You, considerate and helpless, will be the only one left to save your sanity.  You are already dead.

            You are human. God and I are tired of these human games…

~Einheit Invictus
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